LOVE
Today is the last day at LVER. I bought roses for everyone of my colleague. I know I would miss them somehow or rather. Today I brought along my camera with me. I had the intention to take a lot of pictures today, but the worst thing happened. Steven; boss came today. I wasn't sure why he came. He wasn't supposed to be at my outlet on Thursday. So, he was there all the way till the shop closed and that would equals to no pictures. Okay, I lied about can't waiting to leave. I certainly would miss everything. Just minus the bitch.
I hope everything turns out fine over at Paragon. I really hope I would be happy as I was over at LVER. It sucked for the first few days, but the following days were fun.
Yesterday I learnt about Jianyong getting attached. I am not sure if the feeling that came within me was because I still like him. All I know is that feeling is awful. I tried so hard to ignore it but it is futile. I can't sleep last night.
I figured, when you are in love, the world glows. You find yourself smiling, giggling. All for no apparent reasons and should the day comes if you fall out of love, You'd be like, "what was I thinking?" Thing is, you weren't thinking. You were in love. That is the beauty of love. It is able to blind you. Other than the fact that love is blind, it means that you're significant to ugly. It also means when you're in love, you dont get to analyse the relationship too much. Once it hits, your happy side will be gone.
Sighs, I'm trying to console myself a little now. If you ask me, its a good thing people dont fall in love every other day, otherwise we'll never get anything done. I remembered when I had a boyfriend, one minute, I was a perfectly normal functioning human-being, the next, I'm incapable of finishing a sentence.
It'll send me straight to bed, curled up, weeping, feeling left out by my partner, thinking he doesn't love me anymore and I had tortured day dreams. I would spend my days in school scribbling my amour's name over and over and over again. Then my nights were spent wondering why he hasn't called or smsed. But if I were to call, will that mean I very interested? But I don't want to look desperate. See, so getting attached isn't exactly the best thing.
However, there is something we can't deny. Love is everywhere. Truth is, love is a strange and wonderful thing. What I think is really true is that love is only and especially when the person you love, loves you back. In that case, I think there is nothing like it in the world.
I'm really sad.
I hope everything turns out fine over at Paragon. I really hope I would be happy as I was over at LVER. It sucked for the first few days, but the following days were fun.
Yesterday I learnt about Jianyong getting attached. I am not sure if the feeling that came within me was because I still like him. All I know is that feeling is awful. I tried so hard to ignore it but it is futile. I can't sleep last night.
I figured, when you are in love, the world glows. You find yourself smiling, giggling. All for no apparent reasons and should the day comes if you fall out of love, You'd be like, "what was I thinking?" Thing is, you weren't thinking. You were in love. That is the beauty of love. It is able to blind you. Other than the fact that love is blind, it means that you're significant to ugly. It also means when you're in love, you dont get to analyse the relationship too much. Once it hits, your happy side will be gone.
Sighs, I'm trying to console myself a little now. If you ask me, its a good thing people dont fall in love every other day, otherwise we'll never get anything done. I remembered when I had a boyfriend, one minute, I was a perfectly normal functioning human-being, the next, I'm incapable of finishing a sentence.
It'll send me straight to bed, curled up, weeping, feeling left out by my partner, thinking he doesn't love me anymore and I had tortured day dreams. I would spend my days in school scribbling my amour's name over and over and over again. Then my nights were spent wondering why he hasn't called or smsed. But if I were to call, will that mean I very interested? But I don't want to look desperate. See, so getting attached isn't exactly the best thing.
However, there is something we can't deny. Love is everywhere. Truth is, love is a strange and wonderful thing. What I think is really true is that love is only and especially when the person you love, loves you back. In that case, I think there is nothing like it in the world.
I'm really sad.
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