Mess

Yes. I have to agree that I'm not a very nice person. That is why so many people hate me now. I'm really too tired to be bothered. However, I don't think I will suffer from it. I've trained to do things alone. I'm fine. I will be fine. I still have my few friends around me.
I've been telling myself it's 2006 and I should really let the past pass and start afresh. My life is in a total mess. However, If I am the only one would would let matter rest, my life's mess would remain as a huge pile of junk waiting for spring cleaning. And this mess, would never ever clear.

I don't want to make this entry sound so emotional like as though I was ditched again. I am very happy actually. I like my workmates. Although Simon is a transexual, I love to work with him her. She is really nice. Simon is actually my second in charge. I'd love to see her in skirt one day.
I re-named her as Simona. Nice female name isn't it ?
Right. Before I go, happy chinese new year.