There is something I need to complete

All right. There is something I need to complete and not leave my own questions unanswered. Do you guys still remember about one or two weeks ago when I said I might proceed on to a wrong path? Be it a yes or a no, I am very sure I did. I am very sure that this is where my feelings are bringing me to. I don't really care if this is right or wrong. I am certain that my feelings are bringing me that way and I am happy with it. & I know my bestfriends will support me no matter what. I am really contented.