Move on Eunice
I have no idea what possessed me to meet him but it just happened. I chatted with him on the phone the day before. I have no idea why either. After work today, I saw a missed call. I called back and found myself walking to meet Juvey and Khaikheng's quirk.
I have been reflecting quite a lot these few days and I think I know what exactly do I need and want. I know I've been repeating the following sentence quite a number of times already, but still, I'm going to put the past behind and move on. 2006 is still new and fresh. I am ignoring the things I don't want to hear. I'm still putting the past behind. Even if you don't like me, I'm still going to smile at you, and talk like before. I don't want to know that you hate me. I don't want I don't want I just don't want to know.
When I saw him, I want to hug him and kiss him like before, I just missed him so much.
Chatted with Juvey about her Malaysia trip and gossiped a little with Pris. I found myself peeping at Khaikheng all the time. He was the same, so happy, nothing could damper his spirits.
I always hoped I was an introvert instead of an extrovert. Then I won't speak too much, I won't land into trouble. I am trying really hard. I figured I really don't need a lot of people to talk to. I don't need so many listeners. I've got one and I think she's a good one. So, in 2006, I'm going to be an introvert. I don't really mean keeping things to myself all the time and acting like a retarded. I mean, well, maybe it's time I'd stop gossiping too much.
Everything was fine, they went to the foodcourt and I spied on the way he eats. He was still the
same. So neat and quick. The way he laugh, the way he smile. Everything was really fine. Everyone then started talking about Jason's birthday. I just listened. Everything was well, everyone was joking around. So, they automatically proceed outside cine and started to watch people walking pass [serious, it was damn boring]. It was then I think he started watching pretty girls walk pass and giving cat calls.
My life is still in a mess. I think I'm getting a little too independent. I mean, I started to do things alone. Like going swimming alone, I went for the movies alone and I like to eat alone. I thought it was a little scary sometimes, I think I really see Edward at times. However, I figured that it should be alright. I know many people are afraid of loneliness. I'm just not one of them. But I figured it's normal, because Dingxuan go for movies alone as well, she can go shopping alone as well. So is Juvena. So I guess I not really crazy. Each time when I'm alone, I reflect on what is going on. I really do.
I decided I just cannot stay and watch him firlt[I am not sure if I can use that word] with other girls. So I left. I don't want to tear all of a sudden and people thing I'm an emotional idiot. I walk as fast as I could. I picked up my phone and dialed 968245*4.
Before I know it, Dingxuan knocked enough sense to me and I felt so much better. I went home and started telling Dicky about it. He told me a lot more.
Dicky: "Sounds corny, but love transcends time."
Don't you think it's true ?
I found out what I really need. I really need to move on, and thanks a lot Dicky and Dx.
I have been reflecting quite a lot these few days and I think I know what exactly do I need and want. I know I've been repeating the following sentence quite a number of times already, but still, I'm going to put the past behind and move on. 2006 is still new and fresh. I am ignoring the things I don't want to hear. I'm still putting the past behind. Even if you don't like me, I'm still going to smile at you, and talk like before. I don't want to know that you hate me. I don't want I don't want I just don't want to know.
When I saw him, I want to hug him and kiss him like before, I just missed him so much.
Chatted with Juvey about her Malaysia trip and gossiped a little with Pris. I found myself peeping at Khaikheng all the time. He was the same, so happy, nothing could damper his spirits.
I always hoped I was an introvert instead of an extrovert. Then I won't speak too much, I won't land into trouble. I am trying really hard. I figured I really don't need a lot of people to talk to. I don't need so many listeners. I've got one and I think she's a good one. So, in 2006, I'm going to be an introvert. I don't really mean keeping things to myself all the time and acting like a retarded. I mean, well, maybe it's time I'd stop gossiping too much.
Everything was fine, they went to the foodcourt and I spied on the way he eats. He was still the
same. So neat and quick. The way he laugh, the way he smile. Everything was really fine. Everyone then started talking about Jason's birthday. I just listened. Everything was well, everyone was joking around. So, they automatically proceed outside cine and started to watch people walking pass [serious, it was damn boring]. It was then I think he started watching pretty girls walk pass and giving cat calls.
My life is still in a mess. I think I'm getting a little too independent. I mean, I started to do things alone. Like going swimming alone, I went for the movies alone and I like to eat alone. I thought it was a little scary sometimes, I think I really see Edward at times. However, I figured that it should be alright. I know many people are afraid of loneliness. I'm just not one of them. But I figured it's normal, because Dingxuan go for movies alone as well, she can go shopping alone as well. So is Juvena. So I guess I not really crazy. Each time when I'm alone, I reflect on what is going on. I really do.
I decided I just cannot stay and watch him firlt[I am not sure if I can use that word] with other girls. So I left. I don't want to tear all of a sudden and people thing I'm an emotional idiot. I walk as fast as I could. I picked up my phone and dialed 968245*4.
Before I know it, Dingxuan knocked enough sense to me and I felt so much better. I went home and started telling Dicky about it. He told me a lot more.
Dicky: "Sounds corny, but love transcends time."
Don't you think it's true ?
I found out what I really need. I really need to move on, and thanks a lot Dicky and Dx.
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