DIE

I am such a bum, now that I am cooled down a little, at least I don't have to type in caplocks. I hate myself a lot, I really do. Probably only when I do stupid things like call someone I am not suppose to ? Then get myself into stupid emotional situation. Kanina. I am damn pissed of with myself, I want to slap myself awake. I mean, I am such a big busy body and now I want to kill myself. I want to just sit down here in my stupid fucking chair and DIE.
DIE !