Polish my Ruby from the start again

Iwassohappyyesterday.Idon'tunderstandwhymustyoucallandcrushedmyeverything.
IswearIneverfeltsohappysincelastyearafterwhathadhappened.Idon'thateyou,
butIjustdon'tunderstandwhymustyoucomeintomylifewhenIamreallyat
theturningpointalreadyYoumadethingsgettingcomplicatedandworse.
Please,justnotatthispointofmylife.Ihadenoughofallthesequarrels
andwarshit.Idon'twantanymoreofthese.Everythingwassoniceandlovely.
Whymustyoucallandspoutthingsthatyouhaven'tevencomfirmedwith?

My life now is like how I have posted above. All crushed and messed. I swear, one phone call, and I recieved the first dart of 2006. I placed in so much efforts just to removed all the darts that was threw into my heart-board. & now, I've gotten the first one of the year. & it's so sharp. I'm not feeling bad because of the person who called. I'm feeling sad because of the soured friendship between me and my closest. Remember, diamonds are the girl's best friends? Yes, I have got four diamonds. I've only got four. Now, one of them is no longer shinning. & it's my most precious Ruby. I swear, it's my most precious one of all. I guess I need to polish my Ruby from the start again.