Sian

I don't have to deny I am pretty upset at my situation. All my lovepuffs went to the same polytechnic except me. That aside, I've been posted to a course that I think I don't really love to take. I started to contradict upon getting the posting results. I keep changing from "I like the course" to "I think the course is stupid" and then back again to the first sentence. It keeps changing. Actually, I guess it's all because I went into this particular school which don't really appeal to me. For no reason, I just feel uncomfortable going to this polytechnic. I just feel very sian when I am reminded of when school starts. However, I always thought I am quite good at physco-ing myself. I'd tell myself I love the school and I'll love whatever I'm going to study. Yes, it always work. My self physco-ing powers always work. I don't think there will be any difference this time.

*Chants
"I love my stupid course... I love my stupid school..."
''I love my useless course... I love the environment..."