Three years

All right, I just patch things up with a good friend I lost a month ago and I am so glad we gave each other a chance and decided to put the past behind and move on. However, I can't help pondering over the broken relationship with some others. I feel like a complete loser now. Sometimes I wonder if we still friends. Seriously, I just think we need more time. I don't believe things wouldn't get better in three years time. Three years, I give myself three years to prove to you that I don't practise what you think I have been practising for the few years back. Aiyoh, what is my fucking problem. I wished I could just stop mentioning about all these. I probably just need to complain to someone, or something in this case.